It goes something like this;
- We have the briefing, and I am excited and inspired to make challenging and interesting new work. The actual briefs have mostly been really engaging to me and something which I anticipate I will really enjoy working on.
- I may have a few ideas right away, but I feel ultimately at the start of every project I want to push my work a lot further and really explore image making more intently and imaginatively. I may start by making a few little pieces which I am happy with, but which are probably quite 'safe' and they need work.
- I then seem to get into a stage of stagnation and struggle, where ideas just aren't flowing, and the images I am making aren't exciting me or that successful. I am unable to push through this, unable to see how I can create what I want, unable to know whether what I am making is good enough or exciting enough or challenging enough.
I don't know whether I am just trying too hard to push my work into new avenues, causing the directions I am going in to just not interest me enough to keep up the momentum with them. I don't know whether I am being lazy and self sabotaging my own process, for whatever reason. I don't know whether I am just thinking too much about it and should just 'do' more rather than 'think'. I don't know whether the directions I am going in actually are interesting and exciting and I am just being too critical.
Always though I feel like I am not doing enough work and not engaging enough with my practice, and I'm not sure why this is or how to change this sustainably for the better....
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